hey,
have you guys ever felt extremely lonely once in awhile? like you're just all alone going through your day and feel very pathetic? (no??) well, today was one of those days for me. nothing specific happened, but it's just a combination of everything.
my gf's not around for a few days, so that's probably one of the major thing that's bugging me (i miss you too dear). on top of that, close friends are either out of town or kinda busy today. and didnt wanna disturb some ot them as well. It was futsal night tonite and even my futsal buddies are outstation. so, no yumcha session after the game. (yea, i dont have that many friends, i know)
had dinner by myself at home tonite. bought nasi briyani on the way back from work and just ate while watching 'heroes'. don't get me wrong, i do enjoy the relaxing nature of just being by myself but i dont think i can stand that (or anyone can stand that).
kinda makes me realise how much my friends mean to me. (no, i'm not gonna cry!!!).
I dont really like the whole loneliness feeling though. can't imagine someone going through their lives not having good friends around. someone to just laugh at your stupid jokes (seriously, i make alot of those) and just naturally nice to hang around with. i dont even go to the cinemas by myself!!
well, me heading to bed now. i know today's post seems abit down and boring. but that was actually how my day was. didnt have enough interaction with people!. played good during futsal though!. ahah.
so, i bid you all good night and pray for a brighter day tomorrow. (or today, depending on the time you read this).
theme song for today - 'Someday We'll Know' by the New Radicals
chiow people!
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