7 out of 7 coin flips! that has to be a sign!!

hey everyone,

hope everyone's doing okay. haven't been blogging in awhile, been quite busy with work.

anyway, i'm in a bit of a dilemma. i've basically got a job offer today, but i have no idea what to do. been in a pros and cons mode the whole day and i still cant decide what i wanna do.

i definitely wanna leave my current place now, but whether i should take this offer or should i wait for something better??? the only thing that's technically holding me back now is the salary offer. its about a few hundred ringgit higher than what i'm currently getting. i'm not being greedy, but i feel that i'm probably worth a bit more than that!!.

due to this, i'm weighing all the other things surrounding the pay.. benefits, working conditions, etc etc... and the conclusion is.. i'm more confused than i was before. i guess long term it's definitely better for me to go there.. hmm.. i dont know.

well, i had a drink session with a good friend of mine today and was just talking about it as well. looking at the good and the bad things. it even came to the point of flipping a coin to make a decision. the scary thing was, out of 7 times we flipped the coin, all 7 came out in favour of the move.. thats extremely creepy. is that a sign???.hmm...

anyway, its 1am here now and i still don't know what to do. i guess what i'll do next is to talk to my career consultant, my dad. he always seems to know what's right.

i bid everyone a good nite and shall update you guys on what happens (if anything) to the offer!!.. wish me luck!.. and tell me what you guys think i should do!??

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where have all the cowboys gone???

hey,

have you guys ever felt extremely lonely once in awhile? like you're just all alone going through your day and feel very pathetic? (no??) well, today was one of those days for me. nothing specific happened, but it's just a combination of everything.

my gf's not around for a few days, so that's probably one of the major thing that's bugging me (i miss you too dear). on top of that, close friends are either out of town or kinda busy today. and didnt wanna disturb some ot them as well. It was futsal night tonite and even my futsal buddies are outstation. so, no yumcha session after the game. (yea, i dont have that many friends, i know)

had dinner by myself at home tonite. bought nasi briyani on the way back from work and just ate while watching 'heroes'. don't get me wrong, i do enjoy the relaxing nature of just being by myself but i dont think i can stand that (or anyone can stand that).

kinda makes me realise how much my friends mean to me. (no, i'm not gonna cry!!!).

I dont really like the whole loneliness feeling though. can't imagine someone going through their lives not having good friends around. someone to just laugh at your stupid jokes (seriously, i make alot of those) and just naturally nice to hang around with. i dont even go to the cinemas by myself!!

well, me heading to bed now. i know today's post seems abit down and boring. but that was actually how my day was. didnt have enough interaction with people!. played good during futsal though!. ahah.

so, i bid you all good night and pray for a brighter day tomorrow. (or today, depending on the time you read this).

theme song for today - 'Someday We'll Know' by the New Radicals

chiow people!

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wish i was there

hey.. took this picture when i was back in perth. it always keeps me calm. hope you like it!

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hate sunday afternoons.

Hey,

Its sunday night (well, monday early early morning) and i always dread this moment. where it hits your mind that the weekend's over and a new week of work's just a few hours away. This is the moment where you question yourself whether you've done enough over the weekend to last you through the week.

have i done enough??.. hmm, i'm not sure about that. I bought a printer yesterday for rm300 (HP F380) and got myself a free thumbdrive, a compressed towel (no idea what that is) and a rm10 voucher for parkson.
had McDs breakfast with my gf this morning.. then spent the whole day at my parents, hanging out with my nephew and niece.

so, all in all, a rather pleasant weekend. quite relaxing.

hope the week's gonna turn out nice for everyone!.. take care!

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let's see if this works

hello everyone!..

thought of starting a blog (another one) while slightly maintaining my anonimity. Will try to post stuff on here as often as i can. or i'll probably just use the same material i post on my main blog!

well, hope this keeps you guys entertained.

take care!

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